Dr. Gordon Freeman (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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smashrising2016-03-07 12:28 pm
trustycrowbar) wrote in smashrising2016-03-07 12:28 pm
Expedition Open Log!
Who: Gordon, everyone who signed up on the board, everyone who DIDN'T sign up too. Feel free to tag around.
What: Going out to locate and procure supplies.
Where: Anywhere on the island. (Major locations in comments below.)
When: The morning after the post on the message board.
"Alright guys, we're headed southward from the mansion. I heard there was a lake around that area; it might mirror the one near the school. From there, if we haven't burned too much daylight, we'll follow the edge of the island--not TOO close, obviously--and see what we can find. We better pair up for safety, and because I only have so many of these."
He produces a handful of... what look like ping-pong balls going through an awkward metal-head phase, each with an antennae attached.
"I made these transmitters, one for each of you that signed up. They don't transmit any sound, but they will tell us how far apart we are from each other. That way it'll be considerably harder to lose one another out there. If you get lost, just follow the signal, and you'll find someone. I also took a few hours and wrote a crude program to map out the island using a relay from my tablet back to the mansion. It's not foolproof, but it'll be better than nothing."
"Everyone ready? Alright, let's go."
What: Going out to locate and procure supplies.
Where: Anywhere on the island. (Major locations in comments below.)
When: The morning after the post on the message board.
"Alright guys, we're headed southward from the mansion. I heard there was a lake around that area; it might mirror the one near the school. From there, if we haven't burned too much daylight, we'll follow the edge of the island--not TOO close, obviously--and see what we can find. We better pair up for safety, and because I only have so many of these."
He produces a handful of... what look like ping-pong balls going through an awkward metal-head phase, each with an antennae attached.
"I made these transmitters, one for each of you that signed up. They don't transmit any sound, but they will tell us how far apart we are from each other. That way it'll be considerably harder to lose one another out there. If you get lost, just follow the signal, and you'll find someone. I also took a few hours and wrote a crude program to map out the island using a relay from my tablet back to the mansion. It's not foolproof, but it'll be better than nothing."
"Everyone ready? Alright, let's go."
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He hadn't bothered to calculate his own age since he got to the Academy, especially since he was technically FOURTY-seven before he even arrived there, with twenty years spent dangling over the hypothetical river of time without physically ageing or even really being aware of it.
It was complicated, and that wasn't really what he was thinking about right now.
"I have to say, you look a lot younger than that."
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He finally takes a bite, if only to shut himself up. Then he starts to think about what he just said, and does that small nod that people do when they realize something about themselves.
"...I liked it. Being with you like that. Even beyond the hypnosis, I realize that I liked it, and I like YOU, and I really don't want to never do that again. That's... basically what I wanted to say in the first place."
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Shantae took hold of her ponytail, twirling the tip with her finger. She bit her lip, a nervous habit of hers. She nibbled when she was nervous. She knew how she felt, but putting it into words was something that made her nervous. What would it mean if she did? She liked things the way they were. And truthfully, she'd never had a ton of luck dating before. She'd gone on one date with Bolo before, and that ended about as well as one would expect. That was the grand total of her dating experience. What if things didn't work out this time? She and Bolo were still best friends, but what about Gordon?
"I'd be lying if I said I didn't like it either," she said. "And I really like you too. That night was... so amazing. I don't think I've ever felt that comfortable around anyone before, even if we weren't exactly in our right minds. And I wouldn't mind if we ended up doing it all again... I'm just kinda... nervous, you know? I've never had a real relationship like that before."
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The last woman he was in a relationship with, went home to DIE rather than stay with him. Sure there were other factors; consciously he knows this, but in the end he keeps coming back to that statement. Alyx is lost in the labyrinth of spacetime as well, folded into and smothered by its infinite permutations, and he long ago realized he'd probably never see her again. Both were taken away in a way due to things beyond his control, but he was still part of the system that caused them.
Will Shantae be taken away too? Christ, that's a terrifying thought. If that was going to happen, he'd rather be able to speak to her and just never touch her again. But he's thinking in unreasonable boolean terms and he knows it. Causality is much more messy than that.
"It's alright. I'm not asking for forever, and I wouldn't take it any farther than you want. I just... want to see what happens if we try. Call it an experiment."
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What did she have to lose?
Her smile slowly returned. "...Well, I guess you're lucky I have fun being your unofficial lab assistant, huh?" She offered her hand out to him. "It's a deal."
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"Deal. Hmn, c'mere."
Then he tugs her to him. Sure, he's wearing a suit of carbon fiber armor and can't feel a damn thing, but whatever. He can still kiss her.
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And she tilted her head up to kiss him softly.